Note to self: Don't get comfortable with life. It's always changing, better yet become comfortable with change...
I've been doing this "move and make new friends" thing my entire life, but the thing is I am ALWAYS the one leaving. It was always my family and me moving to some other state. Recently however people are leaving me. Not a fan to say the least. I find it much easier to be the one to leave. I can handle leaving, I can handle starting over.
The friends I have made out here have made a WORLD of a difference with the adventure that is New York. My first two friends out here both leave this week and its affecting me more than I care to admit. Its a little annoying. Obviously its not something I can sit and whine about or dwell upon, I have many other amazing friends out here and many more people coming out here to take their jobs that will need the same kind of support I needed. Now I can give them that. A continuous circle, its pretty awesome if you think about it. I still don't like when people leave me, but I am at least starting to get use to it, and I am not losing them so its really going to be ok.
I will go back to Utah and have all these new friendships to come back too! Sort of ironic. I moved to New York and made new friends "in Utah" ha Love it. I am so excited for them to live by their families again and for their new adventures. This is a semi bi polar post, but it really is how I feel. I am sad they are leaving me, but so happy I got to meet them and grow to love them.
New adventures are always starting!
P.S. Andrew will come back too, and I wouldn't want him ANY where else. Its been so good for him and the people he comes into contact with. Love it.
I've been doing this "move and make new friends" thing my entire life, but the thing is I am ALWAYS the one leaving. It was always my family and me moving to some other state. Recently however people are leaving me. Not a fan to say the least. I find it much easier to be the one to leave. I can handle leaving, I can handle starting over.
The friends I have made out here have made a WORLD of a difference with the adventure that is New York. My first two friends out here both leave this week and its affecting me more than I care to admit. Its a little annoying. Obviously its not something I can sit and whine about or dwell upon, I have many other amazing friends out here and many more people coming out here to take their jobs that will need the same kind of support I needed. Now I can give them that. A continuous circle, its pretty awesome if you think about it. I still don't like when people leave me, but I am at least starting to get use to it, and I am not losing them so its really going to be ok.
I will go back to Utah and have all these new friendships to come back too! Sort of ironic. I moved to New York and made new friends "in Utah" ha Love it. I am so excited for them to live by their families again and for their new adventures. This is a semi bi polar post, but it really is how I feel. I am sad they are leaving me, but so happy I got to meet them and grow to love them.
New adventures are always starting!
P.S. Andrew will come back too, and I wouldn't want him ANY where else. Its been so good for him and the people he comes into contact with. Love it.
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