The Thinker

My brain is constantly going 100 miles an hour. Maybe with the exception of when I am sleeping... but only maybe. One because well, I don't sleep that much and two, I dream more than the average human being. Actually I made that up. I have no idea how much the average human being dreams... it just FEELS excessive.

The odd thing is I am also incredibly emotional. I sometimes think I just have over active tear ducts with the amount of moisture they are able to create on a daily basis. I have heard the phrases "You need to think this through before you jump," or "Stop thinking just let your heart decide". Clearly I don't work this way. My heart and head have equally loud voices. The best is when they agree. I am sitting here writing this nonsense attempting to figure out what is more likely: Reacting emotionally to what I have been thinking OR Thinking caused by the emotions I am currently feeling.

I definitely think its the latter. Every thing currently going through my head right now (and let me tell you its startling how much I can think/stress about at one time) is in direct result of things I am feeling. Its kind of like this post I wrote like a year and a half ago: how my body reacts to the spirit. Well my head reacts to my heart. It may not be the smartest way to live, I may stress more than I should, cry more than I should, but I also laugh more than a lot of people, love more than a lot of people would show. I think it all evens out in the end.

Shoot I promised pictures in my next post... I swear the next post will have actual pictures from my life but in the spirit of remaining honest:

Puppies and flowers. Pretty darn happy right :)