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So Andrew leaving on Wednesday has had a strange affect on me, I have been far more positive than i even expected, let alone my friends and family. However, it has been very hard. He is my best friend and the most considerate person I have ever known. He understands things about me I can barely understand. I am so grateful that he is so strong and faithful and willing to serve a mission for two year. This will be a time of growing, maturing, and adventure for us. We will both be bettering ourselves, and be blessed for these decisions. The down side I won't be able to call him every time I am sad, or tell him all the dumb little stories I love telling and he patiently listens too. I wont see his face light up when he sees me, or hug him when he is stressed. Ok i will stop being mushy... that was almost too much for me. We do have letters, I have already recieved one and you wouldn't believe the excitment it gave me. If its possible we will get to know each other even better.
Since I am moving to New York on Thursday I had to say goodbye to my other best friends this weekend. I am by far one of the luckiest girls ever, I have an amazing boyfriend, the best friends any one could ever hope for, and the opportunity to have the most amazing job. I get to be a nanny for two adorable three year old twins in New York, its amazing pay and great benefits. Its weird to have to do something this huge alone. I have always had Mara and Kendra, and for the past few months Andrew to lean on. It feels good though, to take on this adventure and prove to at least myself i can be mature and some what of an adult... Gross I just remembered I am 20. Well I am out, but i shall write again. Oh i got Andrew and I tape recorders!!! Yay I will get to hear his voice. Purely wonderful! See ya later!